love.

LOVE. the greatest mystery of all times. many attempt to decipher the meaning of love, the true feeling of love. However, all had different thoughts,opinions and definitely, feelings. but can we truly know what we felt was love? what we had, have and have been having is really love?  sadly, no one does, cause when you’re in, you’re in.theres no way out as one might say.

many have the experience of loving. but what made you love? the appearance? physical attractiveness?similarity?reciprocal liking? What exactly make you feel in love. and when you thought you are in love, one thing happened and that one thing could be taking away all these ‘love’ in a blink of an eye. and in a second, you felt that he/she might not be the one. theres someone whom i crave for. much more.

others or most might see this as being a flirt. but, when its gone its gone. you slowly discover the real reason for loving another or for not loving your supposedly one now. is it the compability? the loss of mutual feelings? the chemistry or the acknowledgement that both have of one another?  and the reason for loving another might not be cause ‘he/she is better’. in fact. he could be worse but he might be everything you are looking for.

pertaining to Vertical Horizon’s “Everything you want”, your supposedly one might be or have everything you wished your true one had. maybe the look? the way he/she carries herself/himself? or maybe just the things he/she does for you. but these might not matter when you look in closer and deeper. you might realise that having someone with all these qualities might not necessary be your one. the one you really want. it all adds up to the individual.

and so, after this short post to clear my confused and messed up mind, i took a clearer meaning to the word, LOVE. there are plenty and its a blessing to have many. the love between friends, lovers and of course, family is strong and can never be broken. maintaining it might be tough for some but the future with them would definitely be worth it. a lovers love might not neccesary be requited but the journey and feeling of it would definitely last you a lifetime even when you go and get yourself married and have kids.

signing off with a last note, to be loved is a blessing but never forget, loving others is also one. ;D

credits:

*http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interpersonal_attraction“

“Vertical Horizon’s song”

DINNER AT DOLLY’S*aunty* ;D

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hey peepos! had a W-O-N-D-E-R-F-U-L dinner at LEECHENG aunty’s house tonight. it was FAB!

went down to BPJ at 4plus and help LEECHENG aunty did marketing along with JINGWEN and WANXIN. headed to her house after meeting ANN as well. i cut the MEAT and the FISH! had fun doing it. ANN helped me took picture but sadly, he forgotten to bluetooth it to me and i forgotten to ask him so gotta wait a while before i get the pictures!

Had steamboat and we had fishballs,udon,meat ball,pork,beef, abalone,veges and fish meat! was awesome and we had BUTTER crabby and PEPPER crabby as supper! hahas. we talked and chatted and laughed so hard! and when UNCLE came home, he told us joke as well and he is so funny as well! btw, LARRY is so handsome! hahas. ;D

Went home at round 11plus with WANXIN,JINGWEN and ANN. walked home and watched ‘THE TALE OF DESPEREAUX’ with JORDAN. EMMA WATSON is soooooooooooo good! hahas. well, and then i started blogging while chatting with ANN. he is seriously a funny guy. UGH. lols. hahas .good house husband as we all call him. xP.

STEAMBOAT.

HAPPY in a tank!

btw, CHERRIE keep making us laugh and she got something right in the interrogation! and HAPPY enjoys being in a tank. hahas. i discovered ANNs secret as well. lols

THANKYOU LEECHENG AUNTY! we LOVE you!.

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orked C5 and i had lunch with ANN, we had KFC and during lunchtime we all had so much fun in the pantry thanks to the hilarious conversations taking place in there. lols. =D

well, fast forward to end of the day, was sppose to meet MAMEE but she PS me. went home first. lols. UGH. left at bout 6 from office thanks to ANN. lols. and he showed me something so darn funny~ bought PRAWNS,HOTDOG and MILK before heading home and ANN will definitely make a nice house-husband in future. so girls, PUCKER UP~! chase him uhs!!! hahas. he chose the prawns and is so hilarious.

Had nice convo with DYD as well and i say i will poison him with my food. lols. he knows im kidding right? ;x

had a lovely dinner with FAMILY . =D

prawns we pick

dinner,

MAMEE’s BIRTHDAY~!

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it was my dearest MAMEE birthday today! shant say how old she is. *coughcough48coughcough*

well, met JOOJOO and HOTDOG in the morning before heading down to WEST COAST for JACK PLACE’S to celebrate MAMEE’s birthday! bought a coffee cake which is her favorite and brought it there. We had an excellent meal with lots of  HOT topics to chat on. and, we paid the bill secretly and when MAMEE headed to pay for the bill, the waitress told her it has already been paid for by US, she was so shock and she “HAR?!’ sooo loud. lols. but, shes hapy and we are all happy as well. =D

DADEE drove us home before driving MAMEE and JORDAN to LIDO for a movie and dinner treat by her friends. JOOJOO,HOTDOG,CHERYL and I had a BLASSST chatting and talking and we had so much laughter and fun! went to work with JOOJOO and HOTDOG and HOTDOG consider going back to work. i support her of course! WOOTS!

worked at counter 5 today and the flow of customers were just nice. great customers and time flew by. am going to learn how to make malay festive kueh from HASLINA aunty~ and , went home with DADEE and CHERYl coming to fetch me. haiz. tomorrow would be another day’s work. JIAYOUS. =D tiredtired tired me…

pictures on camera would be posted only at a later timing sorry~! hahas.

 

 

NZ ribeye steak.

btw, i changed my phone! hahas. love it. =D

LAKSA again~!

070909 MONDAY.

sidetrack, went to my ah ma house yesterday and ate B&J’s ice cream at DAWSON shopping centre. aunt bought 2 tubs and the 6 of us finished it before we even reached my ah ma house. lols, bought the famous chocolate fudge and my personal favorite, one cheesecake fudge ~! thats the most awesome flavor.!!! =D

okay , worked from 5 till 10pm and went for dinner/supper with WANXIN,CK and ah BEN. had LAKSA!! and shrimp dumplings while WANXIN had fishball noodles and AH BEN had prawn noodles which is not so good cause the prawn not cooked well and he say not fresh. lols. =D

We chatted and went the 3 of us walked back to BPJ as CK lived at 163 area. WANXIN walked home and AH BEN rode me home on his bike. he lived at yewtee area btw, hahas. i admit, i thought i was gonna fall and he had no trouble making me think that cause he purposely shake his bike while cycling. but is also partly due to his tyre being a bit flat. lols. THANKS BENJAMIN WOOOOO ~!!!! NEXT TIME YOU MUST FETCH ME HOME ALSO. xD.

THANKYOU to SANDYjiejie for getting me my favorite drink as well~!!!!LOVELOVE ;D

 QIQI and my spoon. cute? 163  FAB laksa. =DTHANKYOU AH BEN woo~!

A DAY IN MY LIFE ;D

PEEPOS, i had n OFF DAY on 040909. hahas. the day i get my pay as well. Hit IMM with my dear dear dear JOLYNN CHAIM. met at 230pm and we had FISH and CO. for lunch. nice and worth it! (: walked around and i bought HARRYPOTTER dvd and AVRIL LAVIGNE’s concert DVD. i also bought a book and we headed back to my house.

Watched a couple of videos and went to WESTMALL for a movie which we both wanna watch, THE TIME TRAVELER’S WIFE. is A.W.E.SO..M.E~~~ hahas. definitely a must watch. is a touching movie yet full of LOVE and somewhat, TRUST. btw, sorry ANN~ was suppose to catch with you but in the end didnt. thankyou for your thoughtful gesture though! ;D

now, im left with ALIEN IN THE ATTIC, CORALINE and THE UGLY TRUTH to watch.  cant wait! and, HBP will be out on 071209!!! hahas. side track , MAMEE~i will be wating for my BLU-RAY player/ PS3 this christmas! time reaaally flew by this year and very soon, i will be starting class again. *keeping my fingers crossed*. i miss my POLY friends!

**WORK WAS HORRENDOUS TODAY! i dont care what the last few customers think. is your fault btw.. IMAGINE insisting of buying stuffs AFTER opening hours. HA! ** bleah xp. Awaiting WANXIN‘s macaroni for later lunch!!!!

*picture credit: GOOGLE.COM” thanks!

HAPPY TEACHERS’ DAY!

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HAPPY TEACHERS’ DAY!! went back to HILLGROVE with my ORGAN BANG early in the morning. Watched the concert and of course, visited our teachers. Best part, get to see and talk with a few teachers. Worst part, DID NOT get to see and talk to PLENTY of our teachers. awwwwwww~ why does this happen like everytime ? luckily we kept in contact with some teachers and managed to message them. =D

MISS CHUA had not contacted us and we are looking forward to seeing her but lets just say, she decided to keep it a secret when she is back. hai… well, MDM LEE is still as funny as ever and so is MRS LAI. lets face the truth, im HOPELESSLY missing my secondary school life. it is definitey the best part of my life. up till now uhs. =D

Went to KFC with HOTDOG,JOOJOO,JIA and SINJIE. we had sooooo much fun!! i seriously miss those good ol’ times together. hahas. luckily we still and have been keeing in touch. =D kudos to that!  went home for a nap before going to BPJ. met up with AN and we had an early dinner before going to work.

work was fun!!!! worked beside LEECHENG AUNTYfor an hour and then AN work beside me all the way till 10pm! . we definitely had fun talking and laughing. lols i seriously LOVE this brother of mine@!!!! ;D side track, i short of 20cents and AN had an excess of 20cents. lols. went to 163 for supper with AN and the whole trip was hilarious and fab~ he walked me home and went back . thanks kiddo!~ reached home at bout midnight.

THANKS AN for volunteering to work on a mondy cause of LEECHENG AUNTY‘s swollen thumb and to work beside me (maybe)!!! i shall not complain bout having little time with you liao!! BEST BROTHER definitely goes to you! ;D hahas.

fyi, i iwll be writing that 16pages proposal and you will be reading it! and, i will think of all your theories! =D

  please dont KILL me~! and peepos, i promise a better picture. this was taken like LOOONG ago. hahas.  but yup, my AN is definitely muccch muccch cuter and handsome-r in reaaaal life. =D

love and kisses to all~!